The foods I eat

At times in my life I have been a vegetarian. I am not now.  Frequently I miss my commitment to not eat food with a face. However, I also appreciate the saying everything in moderation, and for me this includes a eating a moderate amount of meat.  For the moment, I will focus on observing Meatless Mondays. However, my husband is always quick to point out that we do have a quasi-vegetarian diet, and if I am the sole cook for a week, we might have meat once and seafood once in seven days. My weakness to eat meat occurs when we dine out at restaurants. Why is this?!